Morose - Psychological Horror Overhaul

A few days ago as of writing this, my mother died from a sudden brain haemorrhage. The way I've supported myself for the last 20 years was to do IT and computer stuff for her small business. I have no support system, and I need a new one. I don't want to beg, and I don't want charity. So instead I'll just have to do the one thing I've always been good at, namely, modding.

If you enjoy my mods, and want to see me make more of them. Then please consider joining my patreon.

All proceeds beyond cost of living will go towards funding cooler projects, and even bigger mods. You can also gain the opportunity to influence my work in several ways. I apologise for going all PBS on you, but I see no other way out of this.

Description:

Morose is an atmospheric overhaul that alters how the game looks, and feels, on a radical level. It's not an enb and uses no third party applications. It's done with in game light and weather changes. It even replaces most of the soundtrack with a new one. Which is better in my opinion. This mod is intended to provide some psychological horror, and is in no way realistic, or lore friendly. It's creative. Imaginative. It conveys emotional gradience. It has no interest in anything else.

A lot of the music is intended to convey feelings of fear, anxiety, loneliness and, of course, serenity.

Inspiration:

Have you ever felt alienated? I mean, truly alienated. When you're surrounded by thousands of people, and that contrast only makes you feel more alone. I face such alienation a lot. No, no, no. I don't want your pity or sympathy. I'm fine. But it's true none the less. Sometimes it's because of poverty, sometimes it's my mental illness and disability. I was the child left behind, the one who is always walking around alone. Even at parties I just sit there, distant. It's who I am. I'm fine with it. I just want you to know this, so you know what this mod is. What inspired it. Because at times this can curtain your mind in darkness. Depression, anxiety, fear. You begin to dwell on the past. On people you lost, people you wronged, people who wronged you, mistakes you made. I miss my dad a lot. But I've seen how some treat those emotions. They lash out at others, act selfishly, and behave destructively. I could do that myself. But I'd rather channel those things into something creative. That's why I made Morose.

I'm thankful for every day I have. Even the worst ones in my life. It drives me to create. Obscurum - Unnatural Selection came from how I lost my father to cancer. Obscurum - Pandemic was later on created because I lost my mother to alcoholism. She's back now, though, and I'm proud of her. But still. You see the point. Re